I just can’t understand why I’ve been feeling/acting like this. Every little thing gets to me. It either gets me angry, or upset. Gah, why do I even bother anymore.

A month seems like a really short time. In reality, it isn’t.

June 3, 2012: Woke up super early cause we’re singing for Tagalog service. Picked up the Austria’s this morning, then headed to church. Practiced, sang, then caught up with my best friend. We had breakfast, practice, then English service. We did our VBS promo today, lol. What a failll. Sang after, then service. After, lunch, but I spent half of lunch handing out slips for parents. Choir practice, while I found out I was doing a solo. D; Yeah, dropped off the Austria’s, then my brothers and I went to McDonalds. When we got home, we ordered our mom’s edible arrangement present for her birthday, lol. I hope she likes it. Gonna cuddle with Chunky, while watching Yu Yu. The rest, I don’t really care about.

Let’s play it that way.

June 2, 2012: Well, I woke up late today. I skyped with a friend super late that’s why. D; Anyhow, I ate breakfast, then gave Chunky’s medicine. She kept of fussing and fighting with me, it was frustrating. After, I watched more Yu Yu Hakusho, then went to Costco with my mom. We got in a small fight, cause, I was frustrated. We got home, and my brothers and I went to Tastea. I got home, watched more Yu Yu, then showered and got dressed. Chingoy picked me up later, and we went to TC. But, it was packed, so we went to Guppy’s instead. Food was so good, yum. Went back home and gave Chunky’s medicine. She was fighting with me again, and I got mad. Ugh. 

chowbabyy:

Sometimes I wish that I had someone, who was concerned with how I feel - within a reasonable driving distance.

I just want someone to snuggle with right now.

):

I feel so lonely.

June 1, 2012: Wow, it’s June already. I woke up at 9:30, freaked out cause my 8:30 alarm didn’t wake me up to give Chunky’s medicine at 9. :( So, gave Chunky’s medicine, changed her water and food and spot cleaned her bedding. Then, I went back to bed and watched Yu Yu Hakusho. Then I made breakfast/lunch for myself, then watched more Yu Yu. I started curling my hair while watching Yu Yu, then got dressed to head to Darleen’s. My brother dropped me off there, lol. I was criticizing every move he made, haha. So, I got to Darleen’s and we just chilled there. I almost fell off her bed! D; We watched videos on youtube, ate pad thai, but without noodles but rice. It was good. Me and Mary Kate also decided to do something spontaneous, which was cut our bangs, HAHA! It turned out nice. :) After, we took a couple of pictures, then headed out to pick up Kiana from banquet. We went inside, talked to some kids that we knew, and danced with Mrs. Rhodes. I missed them. :’( They dropped me off after, and I gave Chunky’s night medicine. I ate dinner after, and I’m just about to watch more Yu Yu cause Eddie can’t talk to me tonight…

May 31, 2012: Woke up and gave Chunky her medicine. It took less than a minute, omg, I was so happy. I love her. <3 lol. I changed her water, bedding, and food too. Then, worked out a bit, got SUPER exhausted for some reason, so I knocked out again for a couple of minutes. I woke up and watched Yu Yu Hakusho, cleaned up a bit and ate during it too. Around 5, I went for a run to the beach. While heading back, there was a crazy guy who took a for rent sign and smashed it against a tree, took the scattered pieces and threw them everywhere. He was cussing and stuff too, I got scared so I started walking a block behind him. LOL. There was a police helicopter too, and I think they’re looking for him. D; Now home, about to watch more Yu Yu Hakusho cause Eddie’s at a bonfire and can’t talk to me. Boo! :(

Yeah there is. The swinging one is soo scary though. If Eddie is scared of heights, try tower of terror too. I hate that ride. I made a promise to myself to never ride it again. Ride California screaming too. The loop isn’t so bad.

Naw, I hate drops, so no tower of terror. I might cry after that. :( Thanks Danielle!

I got sick after that ride. If you get sick easily, then get the non swinging one. I felt like dying when I was on it. The little kids that were riding with us were braver than me LOL.

There’s a non swinging one? Haha, I’ll probably get on that since Eddie’s scared of heights. xD

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Haha, dangit. I wish I could do the same ]:

What do you mean you wish you could do the same? D;

Cry, just don’t tell him … lol jk. Don’t cry, I’m sorry ;~;

I told him that, and he said that’s cheating, so I said never mind, lol. I’m not anymore, cause I have something to look forward to! :D