When you put someone's happiness before yours,
jobellie: You do it because you love them, but sometimes it hurts. You just want them to understand your pain, but you don’t want to say anything to make them upset. So you sit there in silence, bottling in the hurt. You do it because you don’t want them mad at you. You just want them to be happy.
I miss having an outlet.
Badminton was my outlet back in high school. All my stress and my frustrations, I took it out on the court. I took it out every practice. I took it out every day. Now, my outlet is food. Dangit. I need to play again. =_=
It's not that I don't have anyone to talk to. It's...
With you, things changed and are now different. With you, things changed and are now different too. I wish I… I’d rather not say. I want you to hear it for yourself and actually take it into consideration.
PRIVATE BLOG TIME.
First my wisdom teeth. Now, my period. =_=
My freaking wisdom tooth is growing.
It’s annoying the living life out of me. It hurts so bad. :(
Music used to be a big part of my life.
Until my iPod got jacked. I decided to listen to the music I used to listen to, and I’m falling back.
I miss you.
The you that I know.
Expectations didn’t meet reality.
Why won’t you let me go out?
daaaaaardar-deactivated20120810 asked: We need a Mitsuwa date soon hahaha <3
Why am I having this urge?
10 things on my mind right now.
I’m craving sushi. Only a couple more and I’m done with Assignment #7 and #6. I need to go to office hour on Monday. It’s late. Wooh, get to see the fam tomorrow. My stomach is growling. I’m hungry. I doubt there’s food in the fridge. Meh. I think I’m just gonna sleep. Good night.
I hate you.
Please get out of my life. I don’t want you in it anymore. You make my life miserable. You make the life of the most important people in my life miserable. You’re a waste of God’s creation. I hate you. I hate you so much. I don’t want you to be a part of my life anymore, nor my future kids. I don’t want you to be there for my wedding. I don’t want you...
I can see it slowly changing...
Today was a great day.
Lab went great. Tan helped me with 2 homework problems I was having troubles with. Had lunch with the birthday boy Kevin. PSY was chill. Aced my chem quiz. Had another lunch with Hasley at Chick-fila. Got a free chicken sandwich coupon from the manager of Chick-fila. Met my Kuya Richard from the South fam. Got a bag of goodies from my Kuya. Met Mark’s friend Nolan. Semi caught up...
Our family will consist of,
2 adopted puppies from the pound. a guinea pig named Chunky. our very own hamster, Sandwich.
Today: I woke up early to study for my PSY exam. Went to school to take my PSY exam. Went home to change cause I spilled coffee on my shirt. Had a heart to heart with my love outside WalMart. Ate lunch at Sweetie Thai. Our table, our meal, our moment. Went back to his house and took a nap. Woke up and did mastering chemistry. Went to Top Value to get some ball candies and other snacks. ...
I never felt so worthless in my life… Sigh.
I feel so stupid.
Seriously, I studied so hard for that Chem test. Still nothing. Gah.
It’s really annoying that you and her break up every week. Twice a week sometimes. Max of 2 weeks is you guys relationship. Really though, stop. If ya’ll gonna break up, do it for real next time.
So, this is what it's gonna be like every night...
Walk home in the cold Trying to walk fast cause I’m freaking paranoid Someone might have an idea Of hurting me. Great. =_= Hooray for night classes.
bbbrittanie: I am one of those crazy girlfriends who freaks out when another girl leaves hearts on my boyfriends wall. I won’t say anything to my boyfriend or to the girl, but I will remember your name, and your face, and if I ever happen to come across you… Lets just say you shouldn’t get to close to me or my boyfriend. Kthanks :) *And I’m not jealous or intimidated by you, trust me, haha....
Time to snap back to reality.
I have been slacking, putting work aside. Everything has piled up on me, and I’m so scared I won’t be able to work through it. I have gotten so lazy these past couple of days. I need to get back on track. I have a quiz for CHEM this Thursday. I have my first lab for CHEM this Thursday. I have a freaking CHEM exam on Monday. I have a PSY exam on Tuesday. UGH, what have I been...
Moments when you and your best friends talk about...
He's home, he's home, he's home! :DDD
I’m so so so happy! You don’t even know.
Oh! I joined PAC.
I wonder who my Ate/Kuya is gonna be… The big revealing date is February 23! CAN’T WAIT! :D
Gosh, I honestly think I have the best boyfriend...
Today, I parked the car in the street. I went upstairs to get dressed so I can go wash his car. I went downstairs only to find the side mirror broken. I cried, and cried, and cried. I didn’t know what to do. I never had to deal with anything like this before. I called him, and he helped me stay calm. He talked to me till I was okay. He was there with me with all the process I had to make,...
I’ve been feeling so tired lately, I don’t know why. All I want to do is sleep. Sleep, sleep, sleep.
I seriously don’t know what’s wrong with me. I just wanna cry for no apparent reason. All my mistakes and regrets are consuming my mind.
So, I cried myself to sleep last night… It’s been a while.