May 31, 2012: Woke up and gave Chunky her medicine. It took less than a minute, omg, I was so happy. I love her. <3 lol. I changed her water, bedding, and food too. Then, worked out a bit, got SUPER exhausted for some reason, so I knocked out again for a couple of minutes. I woke up and watched Yu Yu Hakusho, cleaned up a bit and ate during it too. Around 5, I went for a run to the beach. While...
rcouk asked: I am talking to him, it doesn't make a difference...
dddaniellleee replied to your post: dddaniellleee replied to… Yeah there is. The swinging one is soo scary though. If Eddie is scared of heights, try tower of terror too. I hate that ride. I made a promise to myself to never ride it again. Ride California screaming too. The loop isn’t so bad. Naw, I hate drops, so no tower of terror. I might cry after that. :( Thanks Danielle!
dddaniellleee replied to your post: dddaniellleee replied to your post: Eddie said if… I got sick after that ride. If you get sick easily, then get the non swinging one. I felt like dying when I was on it. The little kids that were riding with us were braver than me LOL. There’s a non swinging one? Haha, I’ll probably get on that since Eddie’s scared of heights. xD
I hate watching my parents get older.
robotrei replied to your post: robotrei replied to your post: Eddie said if I… Haha, dangit. I wish I could do the same ]: What do you mean you wish you could do the same? D;
robotrei replied to your post: Eddie said if I don’t cry from now till when he… Cry, just don’t tell him … lol jk. Don’t cry, I’m sorry ;~; I told him that, and he said that’s cheating, so I said never mind, lol. I’m not anymore, cause I have something to look forward to! :D
dddaniellleee replied to your post: Eddie said if I don’t cry from now till when he… That ferris wheel is some scuurrry shit. Especially if you get the swinging one. HAHA! Excellent. He’s scared of heights! >:D
Eddie said if I don’t cry from now till when he gets back, we’re gonna go on the ferris wheel in California Adventure. I will make this happen! :)
May 30, 2012: Yeah, another boring day. Woke up and spent quality time with Chunky. Gave her meds. It was quite easy today. She didn’t fuss and fight with me. After, I changed her water and food, spot cleaned her cage a bit, and then worked out a bit. After, I made fish sticks with rice for breakfast. Knocked out after cause I guess my body isn’t used to working out again. Woke up,...
Let’s go to sleep now, yeah? Okay. Goodnight.
That’s not exactly what I wanted to hear, but… I understand why you did. I guess I won’t ask for that anymore.
I feel so scared. Like. I don’t know what I’m scared of. But whenever I see your face, I just want to cry. I’m scared that you’re gonna leave me. It happened before. I know I shouldn’t be comparing, I said so myself that I’m gonna stop. I’m sorry. I think it’s just me too, feeling this way. Feeling weird about us. *sigh. I don’t know.
me: Gave her meds already.
Eddie: Was it easy?
me: It was okay this time. She just sat there and didn't move her legs at all. I don't do it the way the lady did it that's why. I just hold her in my arms like a baby and do it from there. I don't put pressure on her at all.
Eddie: I usually punch her in the stomach first, haha jk.
me: Haha! So mean babe. Made me laugh, lol.
May 29, 2012: Woke up at 830 so I could get Chunky’s medicines ready. I played with her for a little bit just so she could get used to me being with her and not freak out too much for her medicine. So, 9, I attempted to give her her medicines. She didn’t want to take them. :( It took me an hour to give her all her medicines. I almost lost my patience. After that, I took a break and...
I feel like running. But my brothers don’t wanna run with me. And it’s getting late. If I leave now, the sun will set before I get back home. I’m too scared to be out by myself that late. :(
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I feel so… *sigh.
May 28, 2012: Memorial day. So, woke up around 9 something, folded clothes, got ready and got picked up by Eddie. We went to Sweetie Thai and I got Pad Thai, he got Pad See Ew. Poon was back from the grave and served us, lol. After, we went back to his house so I could play with Chunky and then we cuddled for a bit. He took me home and we chilled at my house while waiting for my mom to get ready....
Things are gonna change. I don’t know where this is gonna go, but I’m ready to face whatever hits me. God, please be with me.
Sometimes, I see no point of the things I do. So, I’ll stop those from now on. I don’t know. I guess the positive part of this relationship is somewhat of a blur right now.
Went in the kitchen for a glass of water, went back to my bed with ribs and rice. This is not good. :(
I feel like I have so many things to say. I know what to say, I just don’t know how to put it in words… You know? I really need to get this off my chest.
May 27, 2012: Church day today. Woke up, ate breakfast, showered and got dressed, headed to church. It was a bit cold in the sanctuary today. Or, was it cause I was wearing a dress… Anyway, had VBS practice for our promo next week, lol. Funny stuff. So excited to perform it next week! After, ate lunch, then choir practice. After choir, we went to Fontana to visit Tita Carol. We stopped by...
May 26, 2012: I woke up kinda late today, around 10, and cleaned Sandwich’s cage and ate breakfast with my fam. After, I separated the clothes, and got ready to get picked up by Eddie. When he did, we went back to his house to get Chunky and took her to the vet. I was so scared for her, but they gave her 2 medications and I hope she gets better after 14 days. :( After, we took her home and...
When you were little and you heard someone curse
May 25, 2012: REXYPOO’S BIRTHDAY! :D So, woke up a bit late for a Disney day, which was almost 9. D; Finished getting dressed around almost 10, got picked up by Eddie and we went back to his house to drop Chunky off at his house. He changed her food and water, which took at least an hour and we headed to Disney. We got a super far parking, which ticked me off a bit, but yeah. When we got...
Why did Mockingjay leave me with this ending? I feel like there should me more… :(
May 24, 2012: Yeah, the little girl came over today. :) Eddie woke me up this morning and told me he was coming over soon to drop off Chunky before he goes to SD. So, he dropped her off, and I played with her for a while. Then I cleaned her cage, haha. She poops all over the place. D; I made brunch and ate, and continued reading Mockingjay. In the middle of it, I took Chunky and placed her next...
Peeta, why?! Don’t say that about Katniss! :(((
I find it unfair that my brothers get to do whatever they want. Kuya Ben called last minute and asked if he could sleep over at Leslie’s house, and they let him. I remember this one time I asked if I could sleep over Mary Kate’s house, they said no… Make sense? No. I remember back then, when I would take the bus to TC, and they wouldn’t offer me a ride at all. Rex took the...
You took my hand You showed me how You promised me...
May 23, 2012: Sooo, I woke up with none of my brothers in the room. I freaked out for a sec cause, I’m scared of being alone. So, I went straight to the living room, found no one there. Checked my mom’s room, found my dad inside sleeping. I felt relieved. Since I was wide awake now, I heated up the left over pizza from BJ’s and started folding clothes. I thought my mom would want...
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May 22, 2012: Today was me and Eddie’s anniversary. :) Yeahhh, haha. I know. SO, what did we do on this special day? Well, I woke up with him on ichat, and he greeted me happy anniversary, lol. Then he knocked out again. So, I ate breakfast with my family, and cleaned up a bit. I asked my mom if I could hang with Eddie, and she was leaning towards no, but I told her it was our anniversary....
Mess with my best friend, you’re messing with me. So quit it.
May 21, 2012: Sooo, I gave myself a manicure in the morning and watched Horton Hears A Who. I don’t know why. I woke up and thought of the pink flower, so I watched it, lol. I had breakfast with my family after, and then my mom asked me to clean the house, so I did that while watching Wall-E. First time watching it. AHHH! D; It got so intense, I stopped cleaning and started painting my...
So, I guess I’m going to attempt doing these again. lol. May 19, 2012: MY BIRTHDAY! I remember Eddie waking me up at almost midnight to get on ichat to webcam with him, and he was the first one to greet me. Cutie pie <3 And I knocked out, I guess, since I don’t remember anything else. Haha! In the morning, I was up early, around 730, and I called Eddie and forced him to wake up...
Ugh, my heart. :(