So, another dream about you aye?
Please leave my dreams alone. :( It’s making me miss you so much.
June 28, 2012: Today was such an awesome day. Started off waking up super late. Almost noon. =_= iChatted with my love, and got dressed. Darleen picked me up and we headed to Cal State. Went to BH to drop off my FA stuff, then to the book store to walk around, lol. We left and headed to Zion Market cause she wanted to buy some kim bap. Man, good stuff. Then we went to Frostbites and both got...
June 27, 2012: I attempted to sleep with Eddie just right now, but that didn’t work. So, whoops, what happened today? I made breakfast for my brothers and I, ate, washed the dishes from yesterday and today, hardcore cleaned the kitchen, vacuumed the house, played with Chunky and Sandwich, showered and got dressed, watched HIMYM, went to BBS. BBS was fun. There was a grip of people there...
So, I’m working 4rth of July… & this Sunday… Well, on the bright side, I’m getting more and more hours every week! :D
I'm so confused.
June 26, 2012: Woke up, thought about my dream, fed my babies Chunky and Sandwich, made breakfast for me and my brothers, got ready for work. Work was good. I sold another stub! :D I was so happy. :) I think she only bought one cause she didn’t understand english… I feel bad now…. Well, work was kinda boring most of the time. Chay’s sister showed me in more detail about...
Yet another dream about you.
Goddd, I miss you.
June 25, 2012: I didn’t think today would be eventful, but unexpected things came up! Haha. So, I fed Chunky and Sandwich when I woke up, then made breakfast for my brothers and I and washed dishes. I watched HIMYM and Wheel of Fortune with my brothers. Eddie texted me saying his sister gave birth today and he’s coming home. He asked me if I wanted to come with, and of course I said...
Anonymous asked: u cheated on him 4 of 5 years ago that why he dumped u
June 24, 2012: It’s Sunday, meaning it’s the Lord’s day! Woke up and got ready to go to church. When we got there, service was already starting. It was Pastor Matt who spoke today. Man, he was awesome. I love it when he gives the message. Even though he wasn’t feeling well, he still did great. AB=AB is what I should always keep in mind. Action and Behavior = Action and...
Anonymous asked: if u still care bout jeff so much and he still have a place in ur heart y u cheat on him
Reassurance is the best.
When someone reminds you of how important you are to them, how they still care for and love you, it’s like so much weight has been lifted off of your shoulders. A big relief that they’re still there. Reassuring, it’s a good feeling.
bbbrittanie: Every time we fight, I look through our pictures to remind myself of the happy times.
June 23, 2012: Well, yuuup! Momma woke me up cause I guess she wanted me to meet my dad’s friend. I fed Chunky and Sandwich right after, and we headed to Lakewood to buy stuff at JCPenny. It was okay in there, good deals on some clothes, lol. Too bad I got jacked in there. I lost my debit card. :( I had to call my bank and close it for now till my other card comes. After, we went to COSTCO...
June 22, 2012: I had brunch with Wawa at Denny’s. We caught up, good stuff. Went back home and cleaned the house cause my mom asked me to. I watched The Notebook again. Got ready to go to church. Picked up 6 kids. Subway with Kuya Jude. AFG was awesome. Stuck at traffic. Got home around midnight.
tinaaahy: I feel like you’re avoiding me. If you don’t want to talk to me, say so because it makes me feel pathetic and desperate trying to hit you up and you don’t back.
Anonymous asked: if your not jeffs first love u ok wit that?
Anonymous asked: your boyfriend doesn't get bothered by you writing stuff bout him? wat makes jeff so special out of all your boyfriends?
Anonymous asked: were u jeff's first love?
It was real, wasn’t it? You and me. Such a long time ago, we were just a...– The Notebook
24747827 asked: Thank youu. Hehe. I mish you. ):
Anonymous asked: you've had boyfriends after him, and yet you always have something to say about him. thoughts about him, dreams about him, random things, and it's fine, but you can't just put them on tumblr. its just so obvious how it shows you're still holding on to him even when you have a boyfriend and thats wrong.
daaaaaardar-deactivated20120810 asked: sure, you should know by now I'm always here. Knowing that I have no life and what not HAHA! maybe we need sister bonding soooon! I don't think we had this month! remember, we're supposed to have it at least twice a month?
Anonymous asked: you are obviously not over jeff or you are still holding on. you need to stop.
daaaaaardar-deactivated20120810 asked: sister, I know it's pretty redundant when I say this but I mean it. I will always be here for you when you need a shoulder, an ear, an arm, a leg; whatever you need I'm here! Keep your head up high kiddo. I know you love him, but you shouldn't let him get the best of you. You're the greatest you when you are laughing, smiling, giggling and just everything you do with a REAL...
June 21, 2012: Woke up, and the usual, fed my children, lol. I didn’t feel like eating today, so, I didn’t. Just drank coffee. Make that 2 cups, haha. I watched The Notebook. That’s about it.
Limit your expectations, Because the world is full...
I've always been there.
Always there for you whenever you’re finally available to talk to me. I’ve been doing that for almost a year now. And I’m tired of waiting. I’m sick and tired of it. Yeah, you were home the other day. But what did we do? While you were playing video games, I was sitting there, watching HIMYM. It’s like we weren’t even in the same room. I could’ve...
I feel so… Bitter.
June 20, 2012: Well, I fed Chunky and Sandwich when I woke up. Ate lunch with my dad and Rex. Went to work and watched Snow White. WORST. MOVIE. EVER. Got my new schedule. Turned in my bank account #. Went back home and napped for a bit. Left to pick up the Austria’s. Headed to bbs. Had some awesome tostadas. Left to drop off the Austria’s. Went home and talked to Eddie. Cried myself...
So I guess you’re off to the Navy now. Good luck, Jeff. Best wishes to you.
I'm tired of it.
Even if it’s only a couple of weeks left, I just… don’t know anymore. I can’t see the light at the end of this tunnel.
June 19, 2012: Since I know nothing else is gonna happen today, might as well write it now. So, woke up and watched Flipped. I love that movie. So cute and cheesy <3 Showered, got dressed, and drove to In n Out to meet with Christian. I missed that guy. We caught up, good laughs. :) So, when we hugged goodbye, I put my drink on top of my car. And I forgot it there, OMG. It spilled on top of the...
June 18, 2012: Woke up, fed Sandwich, fed Chunky. Ate breakfast with my brothers and dad. Watched Mean Girls, Tangled, then Soul Surfer. Went to school to pick up papers. Made my dad food for work. Went to Lee’s and got free coffee with my #5. Yup.
FREE COFFEE OR BAGUET WITH EVERY PURCHASE OF...
SO GO GO GO! Only at Orizaba and Anaheim though, lol.
Plans for today:
Go to school and get the forms for my FA. Go to work and give them the #’s of my bank account. Go to the library and sign up for a card, lol.